I thought hard and long before starting a blog. I saw them as pointless ramblings from people seeking attention. Well, here I am. Why am I doing this? Because its good for me. I will be using this online diary to save myself, and hopefully, someone else too.
I am at a terrible place in my life. I have dug myself a hole too deep and I have been 'trying' to get out of it for as long as I can remember. There's a lot of things wrong with me today and I hope that as I write down my thoughts and feelings, I will be making a better life for myself.
So, here I am, Shrinking Violet; obese, depressed, smoker, lazy, wounded, molested as a child, self-hater, under achiever, sick and ready to change. Don't be frightened, it's not going to be all gloomy and cloudy. I will share my joy and laughter too.
At some point in my life, I would like to be healthy, happy, a non-smoker, and a self loving go getter. And I will be.
From the heart.
